Inhale. Expand. Exhale. Grow.

Well, as I mentioned briefly in my last post.. I'm currently out in Barcelona with Berta Models, I've been here roughly 3 weeks and it's going so well. ..BCN has always been a favourite city of mine... But now I'm experiencing living/working here.. It's completely stolen my heart. This city makes me feel alive. It would be an amazing trip even if I didn't work well here, but I booked my first job from the first casting on my arrival for Cebado hair, and things just went from there.. It's been great, and last week I filmed the new Vodafone Advert which was the cherry on the top!  What an amazing job, we filmed it from sunset to sunrise on a rooftop looking out over Barcelona, my co-star was a special friend, and although the nights were cold and tiring, it really was such a beautiful experience. I felt so free up there on that rooftop, so open to the world.. In my body, my mind, my soul. Here I feel like I'm reconnecting all the dots. ...

I was sitting here this morning with many thoughts fleeting through my mind, as they often do.. And I realised I have all these words in my mind but have remarkably not thought to put pen to paper (or fingers to keyboard) for such a long time. For a significant part of the year I found my deepest solace in the traditional paper journal, over the first 4 months of this year I must have filled around 5 or 6 thick journals, sometimes writing for the most part of the day, and night sometimes also when my thoughts disallowed me of sleep. Of course, this was during a very difficult time.. And writing was my greatest release, and over those pages I provided myself the best therapy one could find. I learnt to listen to my heart. Writing is the most honest thing you can do, the words come out pure and true. And prior to that I always had a casual journal on the go, or the infrequent blog post at the least.. However, since then I went on modelling trips to China for the summer, then London and c...